JT's birthday

Yesterday,our class have celebrate sir birthday......
First the Sir enter the class and said today is a special day.....
Then we said why special day????
We pretend dont know what he mean....
We all pretend 'sa sa'....
Then Sir said 'You all bo sim de......dont know today is my birthday =( I'm so sad.....xD'

After the class end....Desmond,Daniel,Keng Hwa and Siang Hoong come in with a cake....
they turn off the light.....
and Sir look so surprised.....xD
He said he so touched T.T
Then we all sing happy birthday song for Sir.....

We switch off all the light......Sir so happy to see the cake ^^

Then Sir ask us to turn on back the light......xD This times he seem like cant wait to
eat and taste the cake.....the cakes seem delicious.....can i have some,Sir?

cake become half liao.......other half oredi finished eaten by my classmates ^^

Daniel and Desmond both of them crazy de....

this pic look blur....Sir look childish xD

Dianne know ppl taking pic.....Penny just keep on eating.....I want to eat too T.T

here me and some of my classmates didnt join because some didnt come,some rushed to other class,some go back liao......

I'm here wish Sir:
-stay young forever
-happy always
-can grow taller =) JOKING
-dream come true
-all the best

then Sir suggest that he suap us all......xD
so digusting lah Sir!!!!!

I wish I can eat the cake but.....
I have to rushed to another class for my replacement class.....
so sad didnt taste the cake =(

A changes in LiFE

Everything is almost over.

Its truth.

Everyone in life makes mistake.

If they knew they are wrong,they are still having some humanity.

So someone told me forgive and forget.Ya,I learn it.
I learn to forgive.But when one's endurance comes to the end.

Sure she will explode.

How kind a person can be?How long can a person stand you?

One minute one hour one day or a month?

Maybe you rely on him.

What's happening in your life?

How do you pass your life?

You will tell him everything happens.

He is just an obstacle in my life.

If I can face it well,I will success.

Sure.Everyone around us is so in love.

Friendship also a kind of love

Parents' love too.

but I'm sure everyone know.

There are many kind of love.

When a girl is in love with a guy she will feel that she is the most happiness woman in the world.

Because there is a person to dote on,there is someone to care.

But that is just a part of your life.

There is only the beginning of life,when you break up,you will feel that you lost the world.

You lost someone to rely on.

Ya.Its truth.

The person walks away but this doesn't mean that nobody will enter anymore.

It is tough to walk out from the grief and hurt.

But you may try because nothing is impossible.

It is nothing wrong to miss someone that pass through life with you for 2 months

Sometimes,you are grinning when he texted you.

You will think that does he miss you today?

Hope that your msn have him to be appear online......

But a normal human will think that because we are warm blooded.

Sure I'm the person too.......but life still goes on.

there is no use crying around like a baby.

Life is unpredictable.

Things happen everydays.

Do you know what will happen tomorrow?

The answer is No.

There are still many things important than this.

In relationship is actually nothing.No one is wrong or correct.

I accept your Sorry.

And we will be better.

If one day you're a famous top in the world.

I will be proud of you.

But now the correct pathway we must fight for is to study hard.

Achieve excellence.

Be the best.

Travelling

Wow unbelieveable......
Recently he not online because he went to other country call IRELAND....


I'm kinda jealous because he can travel a lot of places....
but never mind,one day i can get the chance to travel too...

~travel the whole world~

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry..

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a feeling of control over her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...but its over...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table... or a charming inn in the woods... when her soul needs soothing...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year

taken from Adeline's comment xD....

Cut hair

Feel like want to cut short my hair.....
At kampar here totally very hot......
Sometimes cant stand the weather at here.....DAMN HOT!!!!
Can i cut short my hair?????

Many of friend ask me dont cut short my hair....
Because they said i'm good in looking by long hair.....NOT SHORT HAIR....
hahahaha.....
I think maybe later they cannot recognise me in short hair....xD
So should i keep my hair long or short????
Any idea......

I think short hair better....
See when i'm free,i'm going to cut short my hair.....
maybe when i'm going back my hometown,probably i will cut short......
But I'm afraid later i will regret.....
haizzzzzz............

Very confusing......
Can anyone tell me whether i'm should cut short my hair or not?

currently my hair like grew longer liao =.=

Account & Math

Today suddenly feel like want to cry.....
Because when i was doing my math,I really dont know how to do....
Keep on thinking what will be happen on my final exam....
Can i score and pass?
My housemate try to help me,yet i still cannot understand....
Why i'm so stupid????
Same to my account....
I also dont know how to do account......
I wish I can just get rid of this both subject,but i know i cannot get rid of them....
Yet i need to add more effort in this both subject....

~++++++++OIL++++++++~

Stress !!!!

What will be going to happen with my math and account........????
I really get sick with this question which keep on appearing in my mind....
I really afraid i will fail in this both subjects for this sem....
I already try my best to cover it,but i still not understand the concept....
It too difficult for me to get understand.....
Cannot find someone to teach me.....T.T
All my friend keep on busy with their works....
I'm dont want to disturb them.....
Because they also busy.....
I only hoping that i can pass both of this subject....
So please God,can u help me get through this both subjects....????

Random

Recently i have meet new friends from Group 10 de.....
They are Janice(housemate),Michelle,Karen,Jesster and Xin Yee.....
They all very nice.....
This morning,Janice make sandwiches for me as my breakfast.....
I also got help her to prepared the things.....
The sandwiches taste not bad....^^
Good job for me and Janice.....Well Done!!!

Then at night,she do sphagetti for me as my dinner....
now this time is i cook.....
because she didnt cook sphagetti before so i cook loh.....
Then michelle,Karen and her friend come and join us....
Too bad that jesster didnt come and join us....
I'm quite dissapointed but never mind.....
she quite busy de so next time we still have chance to together de.....

Besides that,i'm so happy today.....
I'm dont know why.....
Maybe because i know the reason that is he contact me......
happy!happy!happy!
he told me that recently he cannot chat with me because of JET LAG.....
i dunno what that.....
but i got ask him yet he said he dont know how to explain to me....
i'm glad that he fine.....only he not happy and feel strange at there.....
I can seem that he got a lot of problems.....but i cannot help him....
I only can be his listener and give him some advice......
nvm.....U must cheer up no matter what happen.....just like me....
Dont give up easily.....u must gone through all this with a smile ^^

What i'm hoping is always keep contact with him.....

let close this topic.....
back to the main topic......
Exam coming soon....
Still left one month for me to prepare for the finals.....
Are time enough for me????
Arghhhhh.......
I really need to catch up my study especially my General Math and account.......
If not I will be DEAD in this both subject.....
so i need to off my computer now to study.....

p/s:I'm glad u still know me......

Diet

Ever feel yourself over weight???
What the feel like standing beside someone thinner then u or fatter than u??
You're over weight because of your big heavy bone or u are too tall??
Come on..All of this is just a lie.....
Stop crapping......
Fat mean fat....
Stop finding excuse bout saying 'oh..i got heavy bone.....oh..i'm tall'....Bullshitting.....
Well....
Many people prefer being chubby so do being skeleton......
Some people said:U should eat more.....
U suit chubby face.....
Thin don't suit u....
Some people also said:
Come on.....You're fat....Is time to slim down.....
I should say tat people who talk too much do need to keep fit of their mouth....
Eat is a bliss.....
Look beyond there....
So many unfortunate people can't even eat one RM2.50 chicken rice....
But too fat isn't good at all too....
Can't wear nice clothes....
Easily get yourself into health problem.....
As for me....I'm still think i'm short....
But i'm chubby....
When i'm thin.....
Everyone said not nice....
Now i'm fatter yet they said 'OMG.....You're fat!'....
Dammit....
My friend said diet is stupid...
Can eat why dont want eat??
Wait you die see how u going to eat!!
Wat a scary word is this.....
Anyway....This comment is just a rubbish....
I just want to said that......
Eat is nice......
you can maintain a nice figure by eating less oily and fried foods.....
Do more exercise.....
Too fat isn't good honestly.....
Now i'm trying to slim down......
Dun ever ask me to stop....
Dun ever say say me thin if u dun mean it.............
Dun ever tell me i'm fat because i'm trying hard now......
And those thin people..
Too thin won't make yourself look even prettier.....
U're just a damn skeleton.....
Wan people to jealous and envy u.....
Built your nice personalities first......
Tan Elene!!YOU MUST THIN DOWN!!Argh!!
If you keep on eating non stop,i will become like this one day.......

No news

Still no NEWS from him......

Yet i'm still waiting......

Continue to wait until i have got the NEWS

tired

Recently i'm very busy and tired....
because this week is EXAM week....
arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate exam.....

study study study......exam coming soon >,<

study until fall asleep =.=

Not only that,after exam,here come the assignment,quiz and presentation.....
This is what we call UNI life....
FUN and ENJOYABLE as they said....

I'm also often go to my sister home now.....
Yesterday i sleep at her house.....
cos i'm read my economy until late at night and Yi Hui dont let me go back home....
She said too dangerous and ver late now.....
So i have been FORCE to sleep at there.....-.-

When i was about to sleep,suddenly i recalled something which very sweet....
It make my nightmare become nice dream......
Do u know what is that????
I'm not going to tell u......xD
Because it my SECRET.....shhhh!!!!!

Later at 6.30pm to 7.30pm i have economy test.....
Why i keep on remember that i have test.....T.T
can i forget them?????

Now i'm very tired so i'm plan to have a nap now.....
Next time i updated my blog again....
so now let me sleep first.....

bonne nuit zzZZZ

Au revoir

-No more tears
-No more sadness
-No more feeling
-No more him.......
~just have happiness and memories with him =) ~

*Au Revoir*

W.H.Y

What had happen to me?
Why i still cannot control my feeling?
Why i suddenly feel so weak?
Why i become more sad by the days?
Why left so many memories in my life?
Why i become so strange?
Why i become so quiet?
Why i suddenly become alone?
Why i feel like i'm going to crazy soon.....???

*Tears drop again*

without HIM

today is second day without him.......
yesterday i'm crying for the whole day.....
now my eyes look like 'Panda' eyes.....
I'm thinking now where he is now?
Still in aeroplane....
yesterday he got chatting with me in facebook while waiting for the flight.....
He ask me 'Are you OK?'
I'm said i'm ok now.....dun worry about me ^^
I will take good care of myself......

Then on yesterday night,Panda come and look for me......
Both of us when talking about them,the tears will automatically drop off T.T
Now we need to get used to it without them in our life......

One of my friend chatting with me and ask me why i'm so sad......
then he ask me dun be sad cheer up !!!
But it really difficult for me to cheer up yesterday........
Whenever i think about him,i'm started to cry......
He left so much memories for me with him in here......
Whenever i pass by the places we have been together,I will think about u......


While on the half way chatting with him,suddenly the internet line cut off......WT*

But anywhere i will try to contact him again next time because now he is in Australia.....
I mean my friend,Ching Weng......
I'm here want to thanks Ching Weng and panda.....!!!!

Last day

Today went out with him for last days.....
We went for walk at westlake.....
he said that he like me.....
But we cant be together because we are far apart....
He ask me to find another person who is better than him....
can I find one ppl like him too????
Why God treat me so cruel......
You let him come into my life and make me fall in love with him.....
Then you are playing fun at us.....
I dont like this kind of feeling.....
I really like him.....

All the night he accompany and hug me....
I'm feel so safe the moment he hug me....
Seem like i'm so precious too him......
I wish God can let him stayed at here for more longer time.....
Maybe 1 to 2 years....
isn't ok?????

After walk we went back to my house......
He look and wait for me sleep 1st and then he going back.....
He managed to kiss my cheek when he going back......
here is the moment I feel so sweet......
i wish the time stop at here......
Je Taime!!!!

Here are some pic we taken together ^^

French Songs

Olivier send me a lot of french songs.......
Nice man.....
Thanks Olivier ^^

Back

he going back soon =(
I'm sure will miss him T.T
now i'm already start to miss him....
so after he going back,wat should I do???

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Miss u ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

When are you coming back?
I'm here miss you a lot.....
I send you sms ,but you didnt reply me.....
what had happen to you I don't know ???
Do you know I'm suffer when i was alone at here without you.....
What should i need to do ???
Can you tell me ???

I just want to tell you i'm miss you a lot at here.....

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ miss you everyday ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Confession

Dear God, I have a confession to make.

I am not happy. I want to be, but I can't.

I have a lot of problems.

I didnt know why recently I'm getting emotional easily.....

I'm easily get my tears drop.....

I'm afraid being alone like last time.....

Please God don't treat me like tat.....

I don't want go back to my nightmare where I'm belong to no one.....

Belong to no worlds......

belong to the darkness.....

Where i don't have any place to go.....

I hope people notice me.....

I hope people care me......

I hope people talking with me......

I hope people laughing with me.....

I hope people didn't ignore me.....

I hope people don't abudance me.....

Am i really need to go back to the world where i belong to no one????

God can you hear me????

Can u hear my confession???

Can you help me to get through this empty life???

Can you help me????

Can you???