When i was on my way to school today,i unaccidentally fell down from bicycle.....
Luckily there were no one around.....
If not sure embrassing one....
I hurt my left leg....
Luckily i wear jeans today....
If i didnt wear jeans i'm gurantee now my knee will have scar on it.....
So next time I shall always wear jeans to school for safety....xD

Today at Financial Management tutorial class,I meet her again....
Haizzz....When we dont want meet the person,we will officially will meet them....
If we wanna meet the person so much,we will officially will not meet them....
This is what we all call WORLD....

OK.......Listen to me for what i did before you know the reason why I did it,though and yeah i messed it all up an we all make mistakes.I had no ideas what i was getting myself into but anyways i just wanted to say that I really am SORRY.....

Why I meet her again in my Academic English tutorial?

I thought i will not meet her again....

Tomorrow i plan to find Mr Satha to change my time.....

I don't want to meet her again....

She make me fell sick....

It also make me feel so much stress and pressure.....

I dont want just because of her,my uni life become worst....

1.00pm-woke up

2.00pm-eat my lunch

3.00pm-online,chatting,facebooking

6.00pm-went out eat dinner with Zhi Wei

8.00pm-after eat went out to boutique shop with Zhi Wei

9.30pm-then we went to eat cake at Just To Eat cafe

10.07pm-arrived at home

10.15pm-enter the toilet

10.17pm-being lock inside the toilet

10.25pm-Zhi Wei call Danish house for help

10.40pm-Danish people arrived to help me

10.50pm-come out from the toilet

10.52pm-post at the facebook what happen to me

10.55pm-my sister call me what going on with me.....

This whole week keep on raining......

The weather getting cooler at night.....

Can sleepy soundly.....

Recently I'm very lazy wanna update my blog....

Because i have nothing to write XD

Next week I'm going to be more busy than this week.....

because my tutorial class begins.....

Something very interesting happen today.....

Today i thought my Management class should be at 5 to 6pm.....

So i arrived at school about 4.55pm.....

then when i enter the class,everyone look at me....

I feel so weird so I ask them WHY....

They said teacher already wanna finished teach and u only wanna enter????

So i ask my teacher 'Aren't the class start at 5pm?'

Teacher said NO.....

WTF***

Only then I realised i copy the wrong timetable.....

Luckily teacher didnt said anything.....

Teacher still ask me to come in and sign the attendance......

She also think that i'm FUNNY.....

haizzzz.....

I hope this thing will not happen to me again next time....

~Toodles~

Before today end,I'm here wish everyone.....

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL !!!

A.L.O.N.E

This few days I'm seem like not happy at all.....
Why I feel so sad?
I keep on wondering and looking for the answer....
I cant think of nothing else.....
Except to loose my mind....
Always pretend to be happy at school....
But actually deep in my heart are empty and hurt.....
Everyday doing the same thing again and again.....
I'm sick of this life.......
I'm sick of these scars......
I'm sick of feeling like.....
I'm tired and getting sick of it.....
I'm behind iron bars.....
My empty little soul.......
Can anyone tell me what I should do???
I'm really too tired.....
I'm just realised that I'm always ALONE.....
I feel ALONE in the world.....
Driving myself crazy.....
I can't stand myself if only everyone else could see......
the scars have all faded.....
my smile covers it all.......
they all think I'm normal.......
they don't see the wall......
the wall hides my true self......
all the tears, all the lies........
they see this happy girl......
when I'm really dying inside......
i want someone to ask.......
i want someone to care......
would anyone ever miss me.....
if i wasn't here.....
my heart has been torn......
i hide away so no one can see.......
the cracks will never mend......
I'm my own worse enemy......
One minutes I can have a lots of friends.....
And another minutes I can loss all my friends.....
Seeks out for someone to be my listener.....
Want to release more blood......
More an more i let fall out......
While still i refuse to shout......
The pain is unbearable.....
Why?Why?Why?
My tears start falling.....
Saying "lord please help me out"......
Why lord why do you let me fail......
Oh lord what have i become.......
I'm thinking that maybe in my life.....
I always ALONE......

My second sem start soon.....

I cannot playing around anymore.....

I need to be serious now.....

I don't care others thing now.....

I just care for my future and my studies.....

All will be later.....

Just telling myself to keep going on.....

Don't get defeat easily.....

I still have a long way to go.....

So i need to be more stronger......

Don't give up easily.....

If i sad,i will tried to cheer up myself.....

Keep moving on.....

Don't let others look down on me......

My new life start soon.....

Going to face new lectures,subjects and friends......

Hope no more sad thing happen to me again in Y1S2....

I just want to stayed happy always.....

GOOD LUCK!!!!

Result

Just now i just checked my result......
And i pass all my subject.....
so i no need to repeat my sem 4....
i'm very happy now......
Thanks God!!!

Really have a lot of fun this few days.....

I'm going back to Kampar soon......

And of course my result want to come out liao.......

NERVOUS !!!!!

Morning i went to play badminton with Chun Jie and my brother......
we having so much fun....
especially when i saw Chun Jie play it so damn FUNNY....
he keep on smash ppl one...
so scary......
Luckily i'm one team with him.....
if not dunno what will happen to me if he keep on smashing me =.='''
He so .....................................
dunno how to said.....
Let forget about it....
Adrian and Zhi Yong put us an aeroplane....
wanna come but at the end both of them didnt come.....
I got saw Mandel too....
I'm having so much fun today....
Thanks to u all.....
p/s: MERCI , Chun Jie !!!!

New hair

i already chopped off my long hair.....

My hair become short again T.T

Now i have new hair style......xD

I think look weird.....

I think lah maybe i more suit long hair.....

Because short hair seem not so nice to me......

I'm regret now.....

My siblings said look UGLY.....

Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu....

Mummy,i want my hair back !!!!!

What exactly i'm thinking about?

What am i worried about?

Waiting and waiting.......

Since yesterday i become speechless and moody.....

Nothing else i can said or ask.....

You like to scold me,then u scold.....

You hate me,then u continue to hate me.....

You think i'm FAKER,then i will be FAKER.....

You think i'm FAT,then let me continue be FAT.....

I don't care what u think about me anymore.....

Because i'm feel very tired of all this thing....

You can do watever you want.....

I don't care at all.....

I'm trying to save our friendship but seem like all useless....

so I'm going to give up of this friendship.....

I still dunno since when u hate me so much????

I also keep on wonder where did I done wrong????

I treat u not good enough????

I keep on thinking about it....

But there are none answers i get from u.....

You wish me to disappear in your life????

Ok well i wish to disappear too.....

But why not u to disappear????

Why must be ME????

I still remembered vividly when last time,we get close together like sisters.....

But too sad that we began to far apart since they go back.....

We talked less and less until we did not talk together anymore......

Why can be like this????

Why we cannot get back like last time we does???

when i woke up in the morning,I'm so shocked to see my chatbox......

Someone call me BITCH........

I think i know who done it......

But why u must treat me like this????

I didn't done anything wrong.....

If u hate me so much,then u don't visit my blog....

You think u very good......

Actually u are more worst than me.....

Only u don't know.....

And you can see urself in mirror......

Today early in the morning i went to play badminton with my brother and uncle...
At there I saw Zhi Yong,Adrian,Carlie and their gangs.....
so sad that they all does not recognised me =(
When we all wanna go back liao....
then suddenly Zhi Yong said.....
"Hey Elene,when u come back de????Just now why i didnt saw u de????"
so sad didn't noticed me......
Then i reply them 'You all no heart de XD'
Anyways thanks to God they still havent forget me ^^

Then i went to eat Asam Pedas....
long time didnt eat liao since i go to Kampar....
I miss the food at here especially the FISH HEAD......
Then my daddy said 'At there u didnt eat meh?'.....
i said of course no lah.....
No money to eat mah xD
then my dad laughed =.='''

My uncle going back to KL this night.....
And i'm going back this Sunday.....
keep on thinking what am i going to do at here for one weeks....????
My result wanna come out liao.....
Afraid cannot pass some of the subjects.....haizzz

then after two weeks,my family will go to Singapore.....
haizzz too bad that i cannot follow becos my 2nd sem starts liao =(
Anyways wish them have a nice trip.....
Ok lah i wanna go liao.....

And one more that this coming tuesday,i'm going to cut my hair loh.....

I will be miss my long hair de T___T

~Au Revoir~

Journey to GENTING

Yesterday i went to GENTING.....
I go there to shopping.....
While my parents go there for gambling....
Too bad that me and my sister still cannot go in because we still not reached 21 years olds =(
so we stayed at outside look for the kids.....
Then,me and my bro went shopping.....
And i just brought 4 pairs of earing....
When i was looking around the shop,suddenly i meet one of my friends....
You all guess i meet who at GENTING?????
The answer is I meet Panda at genting =)
we so suprised looking at each other.....
hahahaha.....
I didnt expect that we can meet at there....

Then after 10 pm something,the adults come out from the gambling centre....
and i ask my parents whether they win money or lose.....
And my parents answer LOSE....
wow they only lose RM100.....
While my uncle lose RM50.....

After that we go back our hotel....
At night when i was having a sleep,I had nightmares.....
My dream really really horrible.....
It just like going to happen to me soon...
I hope it just a dream.....
I missing him again.....
Whenever i saw some white guys,I will think about him =(
Why......why......why......
I really can stop missing him....
I'm thinking whether he miss me too at there????
Hope he do.....
Never mind let forget about it......

I'm really having fun at Genting this fews days....
Now i'm packing and continue my journey to JOHOR.....
Later my dad still need to fetch my sister go to Bukit Jalil....
Because my sister is going back to Kampar.....
While for me,I'm going to Johor......
See you guys soon !!!!!

~Tu me manques encore~

Book Fair

Today i went to book fair at KLCC.....
I brought a lots of books.....
All total RM3++
wow luckily not me paying it...
If not,i'm sure will go bankrupt one.....
Is my dad paying it.....
thanks dad...
I love u <3
Later i will be start my journey to GENTING.....
see u all at there soon.....

Journey to KL

Later at 11am,i'm going to start my journey to KL..... can't wait it...... Time to said goodbye to Kampar soon...... Kampar we will meet again next two weeks..... I'm going to miss the food at here..... Miss my frenz....... And miss my home at there too =)

My Y1S1Y25 End

My exam over now.....
So that means my Y1S1 life over de.....
I'm going to start my Y1S2 soon....
Everything will be new to me includes my class,friends and subjects....
Now i'm just hoping that they will no sem 4 to me....
I don't want to disappoint my parents....
But what i can said is i really really tried my best to answer all the exam questions....
Overall,I think I done quite well for all the subjects......
So no more worries for exam......

Now i should be happy because i have 2 weeks holidays....
But this two weeks what i'm going to do....
At Kampar so bored because everyone going back to their hometown....
I'm only going to genting this thursday......
so what am I going to do for today and tomorrow?????
My housemate,Janice today will going back too....
Haizzz......Left me alone at here......

When no exam,I'm bored.....
Got exam,I'm died.....
So which should i prefer??????????
so headache with myself.....

After 2 weeks,the exam results will be out......
I think i will be frozen at that moments......
don't think about it 1st....
Now I should enjoy my holidays.....

Before i'm end,I'm here really wanna said thanks to all my lectures,tutors,friends and everyone who always helped me......
Thanks for everything u all done =)
Although we done have same timetables,but once a friends will always be friends......
So Friendship Forever =)


p/s:I will be missing u all Y1S2Y25

I still cannot control my tears dropped.....
When i think about it again,my tears will automatically drop....
But why?????
I already try to control myself dont think about it....
But why still failed????

Today i still have account test....
I wish it wont affect my test....
And just hope i can pass for my account.....
Then after 4.00 pm will be totally free......
My sem breaks starts.....
My school will be reopen on 20.9.2010

p/s:Still the same.....fed-up with you....

You already broken my heart into pieces......
Why u do this to me?????
Are you really hate me so much?????
Just tell me if u hate me.......I WILL LEFT YOU ALONE.....
But why u treat me like a fool?????
Why u done all this to me????
Why u so mean doing all this????
What have I done wrong????
Am I not good enough to u?????
Am I treat you bad????

What are u doing after this,I will not disturb u anymore.....
Even u come to me,i will ignore u and pretend u didnt appear in my life before.....
Just let it be over again at the beginning where we still dont know each other......
So I will take u as stranger......
I will pretend like you never ever enter or exist in my life before......
So i beg out please dont come and find me anymore......
Even if u meet me,just pretend u dunno me like a stranger....
Then i will thanks to u gracefully......

Let break up......maybe I am not suitable for u.....
so let end up our relationship in peace......
Maybe there are still someone more suitable for u at there......
I will not blame u or angry with u anymore....
Because i'm really getting tried by the day......
And will cause me cannot concentrated on my test.....
Lastly i want to thanks u for enter my life before......
Make my life so meaningful and colourful.......
I'm always wish that our relationship can keep on lasting forever.....
But I know it IMPOSSIBLES.......
Because us have no more feeling like last time we have.....
Thanks for everything u have done to me......

I know at school I'm just pretend to be happy.....
But actually I'm very very sad.....
Everyday need to pretend to be happy in front of people it very tired....
Why all this thing happen to me?????
It not fair.....

p/s:Don't come and find me......let me be alone for a while.....

Just coming back from school....
Don't know how was my math paper.....
I seem like no feeling at all after the test.....
I don't know why......
Maybe because I know the answer and i try to neglect or deny it......
I'm trying to walk away from the reality......

Anyways the papers already over so now it time for PARTY


Then Monday only continue my Account paper.......
My last paper......YAHOO ^^

p/s:I'm still waiting for the answer......

Later i will continue my WAR....
my next paper is BASIC ENGLISH at 2.30pm...
Frankly,i didn't touch the english book at all.....
DIE loh =(
But I think I know how to answer the questions....
I'm only afraid the grammar part.....
Anyways I believe myself i can do it ^^
Tomorrow will be my MATH paper....
The scary paper which i afraid the most....
This subject i'm just wish can get pass....
Tonight gonna be a busy night for me.....
Can't wait the exam finished....

Olivier you know what????
I'm seem like very sad when you not around with me =(
When will you online again????
I'm quite miss you right now.....
Do you miss me too????

Yesterday the Critical Thinking paper quite difficult.....
But i managed to answer all.....
Today the economy paper not difficult nor easy========MODERATE
Then tomorrow i have basic english paper......
I hope this three subject i can score A or A-
Left three subjects to go.....
Then i will truly free......xD
Can't wait until next week.....
Because next week i'm going to GENTING......
Wohooooo!!!!!!!

Now already September...... almost 2 months now...... Suddenly miss you.... Do you miss me too?????? I wish you miss me too... I saw you somewhere but i don't dare to said hello to you...... because afraid i'm disturbing you...... Don't worry i will not disturbing you.... I'm know you very busy nowadays because your summer holiday going to over soon.... Well i'm busy too.... My exam going to start and end next Monday..... Do you still remember our promise???.... I feel like we getting close soon..... I will going there if i have chance..... so will you waiting for me???